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Malay Boy
Hindustani Boy
Ice Cream Boy
Haziq's Swimmin Skills
Haziq's German Cap!
I Luv Mama
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Help!I'm Sick!
B1 & B2
My Birthday At Swensen
Haziq 1st Few Pics!
Mama n Me Inside!
Ayangz Wedding

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Thursday, October 28, 2004

Our First Fastin Together As Husband n Wife...

Pertama Kali Berpuasa & Iftar Sebagai Suami Isteri...
First Fastin Together...Well eventhou today is not de first day of fastin but juz wanna share wif u all wat I felt after being a wife for nearly 8 mths...Dis yr is de first yr I'm fasting wif my hubby...Away frm my family...Waking up as early as 4 in de morning...Fweeh!!! Quite weird n tired at first, as I'm not used to waking up early n prepare de dishes...Normally I haf my mommy dearest to do it for me for de past 23 yrs of my life...Now I noe how it feels to be a wife n a mom...Shldn't take things for granted...Anyway thanks mom for all de things u did for me...Luv u alot!!! Well back to my life...first day of fasting was not so bad as I was on mc...So got to sleep...Second n third day was also fine...As it was weekend...But frm Mon-Fri it was really tiring!!! Woke up at 4...after everything is done went back for a short lullaby...Woke up again at 6.30 to get ready to go to werk...By de time I reached school my eyes were already half-closed...Luckily it was PSLE markin period frm Mon-Thurs...Had a few sleepin session in de staff rm for de 4 days as I was not posted out...Fri was back to school 4 de kids...Had to use alot of energy(shouting especially!!!) n walkin...My throat was really dried up after I knocked off frm werk...Oklah...guess dats all for today's blog...Shall mit again soon...Da'...
posted by lildarlins @ 10/28/2004

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

Anxiously Waitin For De Love One...

Menanti Kelahiran Seorang Permata...
Muhammad Nur Haziq @ Our Luv...Our Life...Before marriage, we planned to haf a baby in a year time...Well wat can I say...God's Will...N also becoz we forgo wif our plan(cheeky couple...heheheh)...I'm now expectin our first baby...I'm now into my 35 weeks...N its a BOY!!! We haf come up wif a name n insya'allah we will name him Muhammad Nur Haziq wen he comes out...Life has bin interestin for us...Especially myself...My first few weeks into pregnancy I didn't experience any normal symptoms dat a pregnant woman would haf...eg. nausea or giddy...De only changes I experienced was my body weight!!! Why I said dat...Well I gained alot due to eatin alot too!!! I ate...ate...ate...My stomach was always feelin hungry...Eventually I gained near to 8kg in juz 3 mths of my pregnancy...Shockin rite!?! Anyway eventhou I'm happy dat I got pregnant but ders a part in me dat frightened me...Wat frightened me was de tot of wat people might think of me gettin pregnant rite after a few weeks of my marriage...Eventhou I didn't do anythin before marriage [It only took place on my first nite ;) ]...Even de doctor dat is my gynae ensure me dat my prenancy only happened few weeks after my marriage...But I always haf dis thinkin of some people who will see it in a diff way...For de past few mths it was ok...No one question my pregnancy...But a recent incident wen my bestfren talked abt our old sch fren really hurt my emotion... It really affected me for a few days...Wat my bestfren told me was dat...Dis old fren of ours asked abt how de others r...Wen she asked abt me...N my bestfren told her abt my pregnancy she straight away asked my bestfren whether my parents knew abt it...HOW COULD SHE ASKED DAT???!!! WAT WAS SHE THINKIN???!!! DOES SHE THINK DAT I GOT MARRIED IN DE FIRST PLACE ALL BECOZ I'M PREGNANT???!!! I was really hurt by her remark...I went to search de internet to read on abt how n wen woman conceive...I read all websites dat tells me abt pregnancy...De ans dat I want r all der...Eventually I told myself to ignore abt de others...Let them think watever they want...I noe myself...N I also noe dat my Haziq is a creation of a lovin married couple dat is us...Now I'm juz countin down de days...Muhammad Nur Haziq Bin Herman Rashidi...May u grow up becomin a good, filial, hardworkin, responsible n pious son...Insya'allah...Amin...Luv u sayang...Luv Mama n Papa...
posted by lildarlins @ 10/26/2004

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

Marriage is a Bliss...

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Marriage Life...
Life is a bliss after marriage...06.03.04 is de day we tied our knot...An auspicious date for de both of us...So far so good...For de past 8 months we had our fair share of ups n downs...Like all newly wed...It was tough adjustin to life after marriage...Especially wen u r stayin alone...Without any parents n in-laws...Felt funny also...coz all dis while u were never under de same roof wif your spouse...Suddenly after marriage u r stayin together, sleepin together, sharin stuff together, splittin up bills...It was really tough...At times felt like breakin down...Well dats life, eventually got used to it...Alhamdullillah...we learnt to give n take...we learnt to understand each other...we learnt to love each other dearly...now my life is a bliss like I said earlier...All thankz to my dearest beloved hubby...My ayang...My hubby...Herman Rashidi...


posted by lildarlins @ 10/06/2004