Our Lil Darlins

Its near to midnite...n here I am sittin at de sofa,typin on my VAIO n watchin de tv at de same time...well actually theres nothin to watch sebab tu update blog...since de other tenants are already fast asleep by 9 plus...ceh berani sey duduk kat luar sorang2...tak takut ke???

Ok lets talk abt ppl k...I've said before that I like to ppl watch...study their characters...see how they behave...so at times I find ppls' characters can be amusin...bukan untuk dipersendakan but for my own personal references... but at times I juz do not want to understand their characters...at times I feel its like over exaggeratin or better said dramamama...not too sure abt other races but I think de Malays r damn good at it...kalau nak minta simpati...senang aje...either bukak 1001 alasan or buat muka sedih or better still...CRY...actually its not that I hate to see ppl crying...esp ppl who work wif me...but if I feel that its more like dramama...toksahlah nak nangis berbaldi-baldi...ok its not like I feel its not a genuine cry or watever u call it but if u keep feedin ppl wif melancholic stories...too bad...once its ok wif me but subsequences...nope...for me its more of self-pity...its not that i hate such ppl but its more of menyampah...melaut...but that doesnt mean that I'm a bad person or acquaintance...nak bebual bole...tak nak bebual bole...but I dislike n especially hate it when ppl drag other ppl or ME into their probs...Its ur @$!#ing probs so dont drag ppl into it(pardon my language)...its juz that I cldnt vent it out...but being a professional I will never stoop so low...Biar orang buat kat kita, jerit ke atau malukan kita...jangan kita buat orang...juz let them be...it juz shows how ppl, no matter how highly educated they are, they are actually sad to say stupid n immatured in actual fact...they are juz blinded by their own life...well I always believe that Allah tu Maha Kaya...Maha Adil...juz like karma... wat goes around will definately comes around...

Office politic is an inevitable thingy...wherever u go, u'll bound to hear or face it... its not easy to please de ppl ard u...but sometimes we juz haf to accept it...betullah kata pepatah Melayu, mulut tempayan bole ditutup...mulut manusia tak bole...but on ur own part, u either choose to switch off n ignore watever is happenin or choose to think abt it till u r down wif depression... but frankly speakinlah kan...why make urself to suffer more when u r already sufferin frm one? why choose to be troubled by all stories...do u think de person who spread de rumours think abt how u feel in de 1st place??? if u r not in de wrong...then ignore it...tak buat salah buat apa nak menggelabahkan...orang nak spread rumours ke...orang nak aniaya kita ke...thats their probs...juz let them be...its between them n Allah...antara doa2 yang sering Allah makbulkan ialah doa2 orang yang teraniaya dan dianiaya...so apalagi, doalah kalau rasa dianiaya...

Sebab tulah whenever I feel shitty, I will either write it out or talk to hubby...but most of de time I will talk wif hubby...but today hubby is too tired...so thats why I'm typin it down...Well, watever it is,I'm juz too tired n lazy to entertain such immatured behaviour for this yr...its true wat someone once told me, that age doesnt make a person matured...So do watever u want to do...Rest assured, I'm not bothered...I'm getting old...n also I haf my family n kids to think abt than to go ard n start fire...furthermore Allah forbids...

De much awaited long weekend...is comin to an end. Many things to do. Many places to go. In de end, nothin much was done...Busy at home nursin my 2 smaller kittens who were down wif high fever since last Monday but alhamdullillah de fever is gone but de cold is stubbornly stayin...which I'm afraid might invite de fever to come back...I juz hate it when de kids r down wif cold...at least when they haf fever, they r slightly weak to move about...but cold, nah it doesnt really slow them down...hingus meleleh pun they can still run about...ok Wan Kuncup doesnt really run around that much but she is, one very de cranky gal, man...!!! Nak dukunglah...nak sit down togeder2lah...tak nak makanlah...makin sakit makin cerewet yg melampau2...

Awang Bulat pulak being a baby,can only cry n cry n cry...at times when Wan Kuncup n Awang Bulat nangis sama2 lak tu...telinga mcm nak pecah pun ada...dah lah since thursday,orang pegi jln or holiday but hubby kena keje so we juz stayed home...pulak tu my kittens had fever...hari nie lagi hubby was down for 12 hrs shift...duduklah rumah lagi...tak pegi mana2...so kirakan holiday nie mcm tukar profession gitulah...jadi doctor n nurse...biler diorg tido, doc pun tido...been sleepin in de afternoon for de past 3 days...maklumlah de kids need to sleep to recuperate...includin myself...been feelin a bit tired...bila bangun aje badan lenguh...

Luckily I brought back my work notebook...bole surf internet at de living room sambil tgk2 kan budak2...been doin some lookin up on handphones lately at auction...but none fancy me... Nak beli hp baru, it's cheaper when its wif contract or recontract...baru punya can cost a bombshell gitu kan...nak trade in takde hp nak trade in...al-maklumlah de current hp pun dah nak rosak... actually de current hp pun is not mine...its hubby's...mine mmg rosak...eversince Dec,while holidayin at Sunway Lagoon...so hubby let me use his while he uses his bro's Samsung hp... Tangan nie mcm suey or mmg I've been 'cursed' by hubby's hp birthday present...Hubby actually wanted to get me a new hp but I dont want too...So now his hp pulak is dyin on me... its like wat ppl wld normally say, tinggal tunggu masa aje...I feel like a part of my life is gone...how I'm so dependant on hp...really2 cannot live without one...padahal once upon time, not long ago, I used to call home or anyone usin de public phone or home phone...even at times I forgot to use de home phone when I'm home...some young couple feel that they do not need de home phone...hp ada dah ok...hp apa nak beli pun tak tau...actually hp byk...cuma we humans, we tend to be choosy n fussy...well I think de sayin that 'beggers cannot be choosers' is true...since I'm not willin to part wif a big amount, think I shld settle wif somethin that meet my needs...any suggestions anyone??? n oh ya, no sony ericsson...

Al-kisah,tersebutlah perkataan sebuah negeri di tanah Andalas,di bahagian hulu Palembang, Pasai namanya...tatkala Awang Sulong Merah Muda masih mencari ikan di sungai Melayu...Demang Lebar Daun rajanya,anak cucu keturunan Raja Sulan...

Tinggallah seorang puteri dan dua putera di puncak Bukit Si Guntang, di Istana Malim Dewa...Awang Sepet, kekanda yang pertama, Wan Kuncup kekanda yang kedua...Adinda Awang Bulat yang akhir, putera yang manja dan peramah...

Hatta, suatu hari, bencana menimpa...Wan Kuncup gering menderita...gering menahan sakit Wan Kuncup...akibat malapetaka yang menimpa Pasai...Hikayat juga mengatakan, Awang Bulat turut kegeringan...namun penyakit yang menimpa tidaklah seteruk Wan Kuncup...

Fuiiih...penat bebenar nak tulis Hikayat lama2 nie...Kirakan for my 1st attempt its an F...Dont say I gave up too soon...but otak dah lama beku ar...Ok, as u can see, Awang Sepet is my Lil Cool, Awang Bulat is Lil Cutiez n Wan Kuncup is my one n only Lil Princezz...De names were derived while me n hubby konon2 came up wif our own story gitu...Anyway Lil Princezz is really down wif high fever today...Hubby took child mc today n brought her to see de doc...Since her temp was 38.8C, she was given not a jab but a capsule inserted into her anus...Not sure how such method could reduce de fever coz I tot org yang ada sembelit esp kids kena macam tu...but doc knows bestlah kan...Lil Cutiez pun a bit down wif de fever but not too high(accordin to our hand thermometer method) but he has been slightly ghumoing alot...

Today too mark de very very first time I went to fetch my Lil Cool...He look so small standin among de other kids...Katek aje...wif his red ferrari shirt n jeans...today de kids were asked to wear nice clothes n bring some food...so yesterday dah packed kan love letters n sweets for de party...Bila time balik tu...I can see that most of de parents really went de extra effort to really dressed up their kids...almost all de Mercu kids were wearin Chinese traditional clothes...De girls looked so cute wif their Cheongsam n de boys...not too sure wat its call... siap dengan topi skali...Hubby called one boy hantu cina...takpelah this yr mama n papa tak sempat nak belikan maybe next time whenever ada festive celebration we promise to dress u up k...

Managed to haf a talk wif Tr Aida...Lil Cool form tr...Apparently Lil Cool tend to be sleepy after his snack time...he'll cry if he doesnt get his milk...n wants to be sayang2...Padahal we always force him to sleep latest by 9...Guess muz make him sleep early...Other than that nothin much cuma puji-pujian yg hubby said maybe de tr juz added on to make me feel happy after hearin some negative feedback...Told hubby why shld they if its not true...n taulah apa hubby said next,"De Truth always hurt"...yelah tu hubby...memanglah it hurts, mak bapak mana yg tak nak tgk anak excel in their studies or life but I dont want de tr to gif me false feedback whenever I meet her...One thing for sure, I notice most of de trs yg bid farewell know his name...agak2nyer famous pasal slalu nangis agaknya...takkanlah de trs there can memorise all de kids name eh...Apa nak buat, Lil Cool nie memang my crybaby...

Anyway I really really feel happy that I get to see him today eversince he started schoolin... Seeing him comin out, wearin his sandals n queuein up at de wrong queue...Hahahahahaha... member beratur, main join queue tapi skali salah dah...nasib baik ada princess I think same van agaknya pulled him to join her queue...Selenge betul anak aku nie but so cute ar...N I think he was tryin to control his emotion when he saw us...Bila nampak tu mcm ada mix feelins agaknya but lepas tu bila dah dekat peluk pulak...Really wish I can be a full time mother where I can send n fetch my kids...Maybe de day when I pass my drivin I can fetch him again...Insya'allah...

Been longin to update but been slightly bz at werk n especially at home...De mind is already in de workin mode but my speed seems to have slow down...Entah eh,not so sure why...Been creatin 'mountains' at werk...a bit de slow to disseminate stuffs...*sigh*

For starters, after celebrated my birthday wif hubby, we had a joint birthday celebration(my sis,26th n myself 21st) at Hjh Maimunah...Thank u everibodi for de lunch n presents...Then for dinner, we headed down to West Coast to get Yayi n Co coz we r celebratin Paman Adi's which coincidently falls on de same date as my sis...So we went to IMM to haf our Secret Recipe Birthday celebration...So for our maklong n my beloved sista, Happy 29th birthday...we will always pray for your well being...n for our paman adi n brother,Happy 27th birthday...we also pray for your well-being everyday...

Lil Cool is not doin to well at sch...eversince he started schoolin,he has been goin to sch for 3 days n stayin at home for 2 days..apa taknyer...he seems to catch watever bugs de kids at sch pass him...Baik aje gi skola, baru 2 or 3 days balik skola aje dah sakit balik...his flu is not entirely cured...there was a week where he passed his bug to his siblins...dah pulak tiga2 sakit...this week, lil cool again tak gi skola...he developed high fever on Wed afternoon...pastu we have to be on guard whenever he has his milk or eat...apa taknyer, dah quite a number of times dia jadi merlion...all becoz he cough quite hard...Lil cool nie bila batuk mcm nak forcin something out frm his throat...so jadilah dia merlion punggol...also his pipe throat is quite small if compared wif other kids...eversince he was born...

Lil Princezz fever dah takde but she is one messy gal...hingus dia tak stop2...mcm tap water...but still oklah...but she is one stubborn gal...whenever its her medicine time, its like a cat n mouse chase...nak kena kejar...but lil princezz is not as cranky as lil cool whenever she falls sick...

Lil Cutiez pun same2 like de rest but he's recoverin too...now he is more into 'horsin' around... for a 6 mth old baby, he shld be able to crawl but he's not...He will get into de crawlin position but he doesnt budge forward instead he will juz 'goyang2' badan aje...

As for papa n myself...Papa's patience towards de kids whinin n cryin is thinin...Dont blame him...guys they haf low tolerance level...Kadang2 orang perempuan pun bole hilang jugak kesabaran...but for me i will only 'explode' only when my body is too tired to listen...sebab tu now been havin quite constant headache n migraine...hopefully my 3 lil kittens cepat sembuh...