Our Lil Darlins

 Kesian my lil cool, he developed quite a high fever today, his temperature was quite alarmin...like a yo-yo that keeps on goin up n down...rangin between 38C-39C..Tok wan n Pok Teh brought him to clinic n he was given a jab at de butt to help reduce de fever...When I saw him after comin back fr work,rasa macam nak nangis pun ada...lookin at him wif de koyok dat Wawan put...I'm so sorry if I'm being too emo but cant help being too emo pulak bila tgk anak sakit n tak bermaya...

 Actually since Tuesday,I suspected that Lil Cool is developin a slight fever,so gave him a cold shower. His fever went down...but it went up in de afternoon when I wasnt feelin well n both kids were at my mom's place as my hubby had soccer yesterday...So when they came back,lil cool was already developin high fever again...Gave him kid's paracetamol n cold patch n it help to subside de fever...So we tot that today his fever wont go up again but it did...Shldnt haf gone to work today...Might as well I look after him n myself...
 For one whole day,Lil Cool juz doesnt haf de appetite to eat or drink his milk...Kencing pun kurang...Tido terkejut2...Keep on cryin...Kesian tgk dia...At a point of time I feel like he is hallucinatin,pointin at any area then mumblin somethin 2 me that I dont understand or juz be in a daze,macam tgh 'stone' gitu,tgk straight up...Tidonya tak nak...He juz laze ard not his usual self,jumpin ard,playin or talkin non-stop...he juz basically watch tv n keep quite...ckp dgn dia pun dia tak respond back...Actually,both my hubby n myself r in a dilemma who to take child mc...My hubby juz swop his duty shift fr afternoon to mornin,nanti orang ckp2...As for myself,tmr is de start of my sch meetin...ada core meetin n other meetins which I feel like 'buang masa' gitu...So nak tak nak,I'm de one who will haf to take...I know de meetins r all important but what de heck,my son is more important...Now my work attitude is 'I dont give a damn' wif watever ppl wanna say or judge me...Its my life,my son...Why bother trouble for ppl if ppl dont show any gratitude at all...its really frustratin when u think back... Shucks!!! I'm gettin emo now...dont worry I'll shall stop my emo now...Now Lil Cool is still wide awake but he is inside de room wif my hubby n lil cutez...Really,really hope that his fever will not go up again tmr...Really miss my baby...

Baru gak upload compilation of Lil Coolz n Lil Cutez fevret songs...

Their choice of songs have really catchy n jumpy tune...

Cinta by Amy Mastura, lagu nie Tok Wan used it for Lil Cutez's 1st Birthday clip...sebab tulah Lil Cool n Lil Cutez lurrvee it so much...especially de chorus where Lil Coolz nyanyi dgn bersemangat(but I think his more of like screamin or shoutin!)

Umbrella by Rihanna,Lil Coolz really lurvee de ela,ela n eh,eh,eh thingy...

Wat I've done by Linkin Park,Lil Coolz lurvee de scorpion n de chorus while Lil Cutez juz lurrveee imitatin de brother...

Lastly, Girlfren by Avril Lavigne, Lil Coolz juz lurvee jumpin ard to de tune of de song n Lil Cutez, again lurvee imitation her brother...

So I tot,emmm why dont I compile their fevret songs n put it in my blog...
So pd sesiapa yg tak suka mendgrnya can juz click pause or click stop at de jukebox below...

Two things in my life now r coming to an end...

First ending,its my Holiday!!!

Its fast ending...Didnt really get to enjoy it to de fullest...I've planned lots of activity but didnt get to do any...Maybe due to my condition,my movement is a bit restrain...When will I get to enjoy my next holiday??? Some might say,since I'm due soon for my maternity leave why bother when is my next holiday...yelah tu...maternity leave nak jalan gi mana??? A mth will be spent on recoverin,gedebak-gedebuk left wif another one mth aje...gomen ni ckp aje maternity 3 mths but actual fact taklah 3 mths...So back to my holiday issue...since my holiday is comin to an end(this week aje ada 3 days to spend at work)...it means that I will still need to drag myself ard for roughly abt a mth plus...Aaaaggrrrhhh ku tak relaaaa!!!! Tapi apakan daya,diri ini bukan boss tapi sekadar pekerja biasa sahaja...So when sch reopen ni nak kena tahan ajelah
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Second thing in life which is abt to end soon is my Pregnancy!!!(not really so soonlah)

Yup,I'm already in my final trimester,this week is my 34th week...Had my check-up last week,Aniq's head is already settlin at de 'openin'...but as predicted(base on my 2 pregnancies)its also gonna be an overdue baby,like his big bro n big sis...At times like this how I wish Aniq will come out earlier than expected...Cant really drag myself...rasa berat kat bawah...pinggang sakit...bontot sakit...kaki penat...kaki sakit...Rata-rata semua ar sakit...De heat is gettin unbearable...Rasa macam nak bukak baju pun ada...Tapi nanti mata-mata yg memandang diri ini tak mungkin dapat menanggung penderitaan melihatnya...heheheh...34th week to 40 weeks or more is like an endless journey to me...Rasa macam lambatnya!!! My endurance n patience r gettin thinner n thinner...Almost everyday I would tell Aniq to come out faster...But on second tots,I need to buy some prehari raya stuffs...Nie bukan kiasu,tapi nanti bila puasa rasa mcm diri ini still under confinement...Yelah nanti tgh confinement mcm mana nak beli pulakkan...So tot of buyin baju raya budak2 first,baju bapak n mak budak can wait n buy only durin de fastin mth itself...Mak budak need to enrol in a secret regiment first before she can buy a sexy baju raya...cewaahh mcm betul aje...Oklah pinggangku yg ramping ini sudah mulai sakit...tak boleh nak duduk lama2 nak type... tata-titi-tutu...