Our Lil Darlins

26 November 2004...De day de whole world was shooked wif a shockin n terrible natural disaster of de century...Started frm Aceh@ Serambi Mekah in Indonesia, wif a Richter Scale of 9.0, de earthquake was one of de 4 biggest earthquake dat de world saw...De coastlines of Msia,Thailand,Myanmar,Maldives,Sri Lanka n India were de affected countries of de Tsunami dat de quake coz...Many lives were taken...Houses destroyed...Its a chaotic situation...Syukur ke hadrat Allah s.w.t, Spura tidak terjejas dgn bencana alam yg paling menakutkan di muka bumi ini. Alhamdullillah...Alhamdullillah...Alhamdullillah...Tsunami a Japanese word meanin many big waves, was wat coz de world map to change,lives lost,properties destroyed n worst dat yet to come, epidemic of diseases affectin de affected areas. Maha Suci Allah s.w.t, I'm thankful to Allah coz Spore was not affected on dat fateful day...26 November 2004...Everyone in dis world will definately mourn on de particular day...De day is more significant compare to Sept 11 @ 911 n Bali Bombin. De day will always be remembered on how de world scrambled to help de affected nations in juz a few hours. Spore eventhou was spared frm de disaster also sent out help n still sendin more help to de affected nations. As 2004 is foldin up n a new era is unfoldin, dis natural disaster is a sign for all Muslims n Non-Muslims in de world to be united wif one another...

Alhamdullillah...a mth has passed. My little boy is one mth old today. Time really flies. Well actually I didn't really feel dat time fly really fast. I was grumblin all de way as most of my time is spent at home doin house werk n watch t.v...Talkin abt t.v, now I'm hooked to telenovela...Its abt de same like soap opera...Well its not de Days of Our Life...Its actually a Philippines drama n a South American country drama. Kind of interestin their story line dat is way I get hooked to it till now...Well at least I get to waste my time in a better way...My Haziq is soooooooooooooooooo cute n adorable...He is now our star...Our love...Our life...Well ders de ups n downs wif him...Der r more ups den downs...De downs are mainly wen he cries at nite n anytime of de day askin 4 food...My Haziq is now very active...He likes to take a walk like goin out(juz like me!)...He can follow voices...He can stand firmly(but still need assistancelah!) He really likes to talk wif anyone who talks to him...N he is playfull...My little baby is growin...Hepi B'day My Muhd NurHaziq Mama n Papa Love u Haziq many many much...Muah...Muah...

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Today my little Haziq is 14 days old...It has been two weeks since he came out frm my tummy into de real world...Its hard for me to believe but wat can I say...He is my own flesh n blood...Eversince I gave birth, I'm down for de confinement period...Its abt 30-40 days wer a lady who juz gif birth need to be wrapped up (bengkong), move slowly, cover up urself so dat 'wind' can't get into ur body n not to leave home...Well eversince de birth, I've left home 2-3 times already...Really cannot take it...Almost all de time at home...I'm already gettin bored...Furthermore dis week my parents are away in China for a holiday wif my sistaz...So my mom who has been my companion for de past week is not wif me dis week...Dats y I'm more bored den I used too...I really envy dem coz they get to travel...Even my frenz are holidayin in M'sia...Not askin much but how I wish I could move ard wif Haziq...but I'm still not confident yet to bring him alone outside...So for de time being I juz haf to stay at home till my hubby comes back den I may haf de chance to go out...

Alhamdullillah...De wait is finally over...After carryin Haziq for 40 weeks...He is finally here...My love...My joy...My little darlin...Muhammad Nur Haziq Bin Herman Rashidi was born on Monday, 29 Nov 2004 at 5.12pm...Sunday Nite, 8.30pm, 28 Nov 2004...Left home wif my parents to go to KKH...I'm supposed to be admitted at 9pm...Reached KKH wif a happy n scared feelin...Happy coz my little Haziq is finally goin to see his mama's face...Scared becoz its my first time n I don't wish any bad things to happen dat may result to sumthin critical...Anyway wen my hubby n I went to de delivery suite, my dad was videoin us...Ders dis staff nurse who got angry wif my dad n scolded him! How could she do dat! De least thing she could do is tell him off nicely...After de registration for my admission, den its time...I kissed my mom, my dad, my two sis, askin dem to pray for my health...I walked to de suite 4 wer I will be induced wif prostine(if I'm not mistaken) a tablet dat will stimulate my contraction n coz my cervix to open up...I'm supposed to be induced twice...One at 10pm n de other one at 6am de next mornin...De nurse came n checked fetal movement usin CTG...Den wen it is time she pushed de tablet inside me...It was uncomfortable but wat can I say...My hubby was my video photographer...Monday Early Mornin, 2.00am 29 Nov 2004...I'm beginin to feel contraction which was progressin very very well...Called for de nurse n wen she saw dat my contraction was 1 in every 2 mins she sent for me down to de labour ward...Poor Ayang had to wake up n followed down...Back at de labour ward de contractions was unbearable...I couldn't take epidural yet as my cervix was not 3cm open. Had to bear wif de pain...De nurse asked whether I would wanna take a pain relieve which will reduce de pain about 20%...I didn't want to take it as it was not really effective n its gonna be a waste of money...I endured de pain frm 2.00 - 5.53am...At dat time i actually wanted to pee...As my bladder was full...A malay nurse by de name of Huda came to assist me...She put a kind of rubber container under me as I am not allowed to move...Den suddenly wen I felt de urged to pee I had a contraction n my waterbag also burst together while I was havin contraction...Tot I could take epidural but my cervix was only 2.5cm open...In de end I had my epidural...At 10 plus am, my epidural runs out...I began to feel de contraction especially on my rite side...I called for de nurse to top-up my epidural but dis time its no more nurse Huda as her shift was over...I was attended by an Indian nurse...I had to call for her thrice...Dis time they top-up my epidural a little bit more...Den I began developin fever...I was shiverin non-stop...I was feelin sooooooo cold...My temperature bagan to rise up...At de time wen I was about to go for labour my temp was 38.5...3.00-5.00pm...They lowered down my epidural so dat I'm able to feel de contraction...A doc came n check on my cervix...Its near...Haziq's head was visible already...Could see his forehead...I could be in action at anytime...But suddenly der was no one to attend me...Apparently der was two others who were about to gif birth too...One was a caesarean...My turned had to be delayed...5.05pm...My nurse came...She prepared everythin to welcome my newborn...Den wen she wanted to check on me she saw Haziq'z head already at de birth canal...She quickly called Dr Adelina Wong to come to deliver Haziq...Wen de doc came I didn't feel any contraction at all...Dr Wong asked me to push by myself...So I had to push imaginin I was in de toilet...5.12pm...After 4 pushed...Alhamdullillah Muhammad NurHaziq was born...To tell u de truth I was a bit shocked wen I see him for de first time...Den it fell on me dat dis is wat I've bin waitin for all dis while...Now I'm a newly mom...

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