Our Lil Darlins

Keadilan..Justice..

Is it really out there or is it juz a word made up of eight letters for de Malay word or seven for de English word..

I think its juz a word to hallucinate mankind..

Knock! Knock! Reality check, it never n will never happen..

"Houstan we have a problem here!"

Hahahahahahahaha...pissed out!!

Some ppl r juz sooooooooooo ungrateful. Sometimes I juz feel like tellin these ppl off. If u dont like it gi blahlah!!! Juz dont give me anymore probs or go ard tellin PATHETIC stories abt urself..N also dont be a yayapapayalah eh..Step yayapapayalah konon..Ppl also dont like it..Kalo terror sangat PROVE IT!!! Not sit back n relax or come out wif stupid reasons..Semua orang pun boleh cakap apa diorg punya suka..ada mulut...God's gift to all human but if u think u r soooooooooo damn gooooooood prove it to me...I'M NOT SO HARD UP FOR ANYTHING...U want it or if anyone out there who wants it..take it..Lagi bagus..takde nak susah2 diri...Lagi bagus sibukkan diri dengan my lil coolz n cutez yg tgh sakit n need my attention...Or think wat I wanna eat at Carousel this weekend...Rather than think abt sickenin,stupid, idiotic n f***ing ppl...Gi blahlah!!!

07031978..

Date : 07 March 1978
Gender : Boy
Name : Herman Rashidi Bin Samsuri
Given Birth At : Alexander Hospital

Happy 29th Birthday Papa!!! Semoga Allah murahkan rezeki, panjangkan usia serta sihat wala'fiat dan berkati hidup Papa dan kita semua!!!

Love Mama n Lil Coolz n Lil Cutezz..

De first time I met my dearie hubby,it was back year 2000 n I had juz finished karaokeing wif my girlfrens at Delphi Shopping Centre at Orchard.We decided to head down to Coffee Bean which was juz across de road.Sat there when suddenly my fren's fiance came over to join us wif this selekeh mat.I didnt make any eye contact wif him actually as I'm de very shy type when it comes to guys.So there I was ignoring him all de way till we left for home.So it wasnt a love at first sightlah eh..

De following day,when my frens n I were sittin at Spinelli at Bugis(we were really coffee freakz back then),my fren called askin permission frm me to give out my no. to de selekeh mat.My instant reaction was "Huh?Buat apa?"..My other girlfrens said juz give it a try..Be friend first..So we became frens..So that was how our relationship embarked frm frens to couple to engaged n now insya'allah n alhamdullillah happily married..We started wif U n I, then Ayang and now Papa n Mama..Frm taking de long bus journey(imagined my poor hubby sent me to Tampines then went back to Clementi),to de bumpy dirtbike which later became a motorbike n now a car..Eventhou de gettin to know part wasnt romantic but my hubby is really a romantic person who likes to come up wif surprises..Those were de days..I'm not sayin that he is no longer romantic now,he still is but lesserlah..U know,my hubby is a soccer freak.He is very passionate abt de so called beautiful game but I've never been a real supporter,even when I was his girlfren n now wife..but deep down inside,he knows that I am his no. one biggest fan!!!

06.03.2004, will always be a special date for me(n hopefully my hubby) as it was de day we got married..And now 3 years later, 06.03.2007, we are r no more a loving couple but a loving family,wif a boy n a girl n de little one coming out soon in August.

For my dearie beloved sayang husband, I will always love n treasure u..Mama hope that we cherish every moments we spend together in our heart..Happy 3th Anniversary Papa..Mama love u many,many..muacks!!muacks!!

Frm Mama Yan..

Read an article in the newpaper..Abt prematured babies born below 22 weeks..That is equivalent to 4 mths only..How can ppl or to be precised de papers callin these babies miracle babies..R they really miracle babies???

Had a talked wif hubby abt it..I'm not de type that 'Eh dont talk bad things when u r pregnant'..I mean its juz a discussion n I juz want to know wat my hubby thinks..Of coz I dont want to wish such things to happen to my baby but I think its good to think abt such sudden situation...I mean,we r juz human who can only hope for de best..So I asked him on wat will he do if his own flesh n blood is born prematured below 22 weeks??

Most prematured babies that survive r mostly above 28 weeks n still need to be put in de incubator..De two 'miracle' babies, amillia n millie, both r below 22 weeks.Amillia developed heart problems n blood pressure, de skin is too thin that it is easily ripped n she has mild brain haemorrhage.If she is to survive, she really is a miracle baby.I mean my late mother-in-law died due to brain haemorrhage. Can a little baby survive that? Millie on de other hand is on life-support system..

So wat was hubby's ans? He said,he wont want to let de baby suffer..I questioned him whether is it an ethical way to do?? He answered back by askin,why let de baby suffer?Its true wat he said.Berat mata memandang,berat lagi bahu yg memikul..I too agree wif wat de writer wrote..She gave birth to a prematured baby,1.5kg only.Her hospital bill came up to $11k n she mentioned abt bringin up prematured babies will be a financial burden..I know that when its a matter of life n death of de love ones,money is not an issue..n we shldnt see it as a burden..but if Amillia or Millie,survive, they will grow up to develop more complications along de way..For sure if I'm a rich tai-tai,I dont mind but if I'm juz a middle-income family I haf lots of thinkin to do I guess..But I remembered a heart touchin story my sister told me abt her fren...A single-mom who has a son who is at home,bedridden n on a life-support system...De son,a normal baby but somewhere along de way when he was ard kindergarten age I think, de son's lungs collapsed or wat one day n till now he is still in coma n clinging to de life-support system...I really admire such ppl...I mean,u definately haf to be strong in de first place to face ur child everyday...To see ur child state,hooked up, n not forgettin de bills...I dont even know whether I can be in her shoes if that is my child...That is really against all odds story..Wat I can juz hope is that God give me de strength when I need it...

So far,Alhamdullillah, both our kids came out after stayin more than 40 weeks inside their mummy's womb..As for this third one,I'm juz hopin de baby will be a healthy baby,juz like de brother n sister..I juz pray that he or she will come out pink,healthy n chubby..Insya'allah..Amin..