Our Lil Darlins

I treat u like a fren...

But do u EVER treat me like one?

I respect u as someone older than me...

But do u EVER respect me your leader?

I think too much abt ur feelins...

But do u EVER think abt mine?

I worry abt u wrongdoings...

But do u EVER worry abt mine?

I showed my anger...Did u realise it?

YES!!! N u tot that everyone is going against U!!! Leavin u alone...

N this yr...u feel accepted again but...

Why de same mistake?

Why de same attitude?

I dont understand...why after all these years...sigh...

Dont blame me when I say it out loud infront of others...

Yes...after all the years of postponin...I am proud of wat I've achieved today...

I am a certified driver...hehehehehe...biasalah kan orang baru dapat lesen mesti happy gilerrrr...rasa2nyer mcm nak kasi tau satu dunia dat now its official that I can drive on de road(plus legal coz dulu slalu buat illegal)...jalan kat TPE tadi pun mcm senyum2 kambing sorang2 sampai hubby kata happy giler bini aku...hahaha... tapi takpe nanti orang menyampah pulak baca post nie...

Aniwei de day started off quite ok...belum gabra sangatlah...need to leave home by 6.45am kalau tak nanti nak kluar Punggol then Sengkang then Hougang mesti jam gilerrr...but no matter how early u leave...de traffic along Hougang was already slow movin...biasalah tempat tu...started to panic...afraid that I would be late for de warmin-up session...2nd panic came biler dah ballot for test route.Semua kena tunggu tester to call uplah kan...guess wat...I'm de last to leave de freezin room...pulak tu I had to wait for 5mins for my tester to pick me up after de 2nd last person left de room...that 5mins felt so long,dah panic sorang2 kat dalam freezer...3rd gabra was when we were walkin to de test car...si tester kata,"Girl u go ahead first,ur ic is not wif me," Huh?? Dah kena jalan sorang2 tu de test car...

Ok when de test started,I was like ok, calm down...relax...take ur time...no need to rush...juz treat it like any normal lesson...tapi si tester ni ada sikit impatient dah...sikit2 move2...buat vertical parkin ada oncomin car suruh move,instructor ajar, muz stop...kata confirm safety kan...but my tester...alahai he can like pointed out to me that theres a time limit to do de coz...suka hati hanglah...nak ampukan...nak pass punyer pasal...yes sir...I know sir...sorry sir...kena test route 7...dah jln rasa mcm takde apa2 kan skali time balik tu...dah tinggal satu junction to enter CDC...HHHHOOONNKKK!!! Wa kena honklah dgn krete BMW lahabau(kata daud yusoff lahabau tu bukan maki). Dah kat depan ada chevron markin so I had to chg lanelah kan...suddenly that small jucntion became extremely crowded juz now...instructor ajar...inch out slowly...tapi si BMW lahabau ni mcm nak kena kani@#*&%$bi betul ar...tak nak gif way...dah dlm krete balik CDC kena lecture dgn tester...yes I know de stupid idiotic BMW has de rite of way...tapi tak nampak ke krete aku??? I'm not doin a normal drivin lesson lay dey...I'm doin my test tau!!! Ada double L...kreta dahlah byk, kasilah aku chan bila dah pelan2 nak masuk tu...Manyak busuk hati punyer orang...

Tot i was a gonner... kirakan dpt immediatelah kan...n he mentioned abt de incident again durin de review...sayin that I was wronglah since I was filterin...n since de driver honked I cld haf gotten an immediate...nothin went into my head while he was talkin...its more of like babblin aje...then he said de magic word "but overall good so I gif u a pass..." Woooohhoooh!!! Yippppeee!!! So I got an 8 for de BMW incident instead of an immediate...plus de minor2 errors...dapatlah 14pts...14 pun 14lah...janji tak payah nak repeat again buang another $160...kalau failkan...I think I'm gonna scratch all de BMWs in Spore especially dat particular inconsiderate selfish BMW driver(macam betul aje aku!!!)...hahahaha

So in total I took 24 lessons n spent nearly $1800(apa bole buat hubby suruh amik skola, he anti-privates)...which when I think back, I cld use that money for a family holiday trip... takpelah janji dah dapat lesen...skrg si hubby pulak tgh contemplatin whether to get a cheap bike or to take his class 2 bike...told him,watever de decision is,janji dia tak beli motor besar...emmm...maybe I shld take motorbike lesson dgn dia eh...bole jadi biker chick...hahahaha...mcm betul aje hubby nak kasi...

Yup...we went up de DHL balloon...finally!!! Wif ppl everywhere talkin abt de Flyer, we choose to go for somethin yg dah basi sikitlah...We actually wanted to go to STA travel n since STA travel is near de DHL balloon so isnt it better to kill 2 birds wif 1 stone? Up...n up...n up...we went...not till de new uber height...de uber height is at 180m high...while we juz went for de normal flight that is at 150m...Kakak was givin excuses for not goin up...mcm2 merepeklah yg dia ckp...but eventually she had to give in...so apa lagi...she really sat on de floor throughout de whole flight...Actually Lil Cool nak naik last yr but at that point of time I was 8 plus preggy jadi we decided not to go up...we promised him we'll make a return once mama gave birth...Lil Cute dah kluar pun tak terpegi-pegi...apa taknyer...its a bit out of de way most of de time...n sometimes its due to de weather...wif de greenhouse affectin us...kejap hujan lebat...kejap panas terik...dunia dah tua...back to yesterday story mornin glory...after we had breakfast at Hjh Esah cafe, we headed down(or should it be up?) for de balloon ride...de view up was spectacular n quite breathtakin...it was slightly windy jadi mcm berangin gitu kat atas...de only con for de ride I can say is de sea view...well de balloon is surrounded by tall office building jadi it somehow covered de sea view...nampak jugak but I think kalau frm de Flyer mesti nampak lagi cantik...our next trip up is de Flyer which surprisingly orang yg mula2 tak nak naik secretly bought de tix for us under corporate price... pdhal masa in Feb lalu ingat nak naiklah...tapi orang tu kata tix mahal...yelah tu...after that maybe we'll try G-Max pulak since I've been wanting to try it out tapi tak kesampaian pasal kept gettin preggy...so insya'allah tahun nie mesti naik punya...

p.s: oh yeah saper2 nak naik balloon tu naik cepat2 coz I think they might be closin it down in July...

NOT IN A GOOD MOOD TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FCUK OFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I dont cry easily...but it doesnt mean I'm a heartless person...I do cry...I cried when my paternal grandma died,till my eyes were really swollen...I didnt really cry when my maternal grandpa died eventhou I was very close to him...maybe I was still budak2...didnt understand de meaning of death...I remembered back then kat Kg Melaka, my Msian cousins n i got a scoldin coz ketawa2 time cuci pinggan n periuk...padahal datuk pagi tadi baru meninggal...I cried when I didnt get an A1 for my Malay during O Levels(n again I didnt get A1 after retaking again...syyyesh...n u wonder how did I end up wif my current career rite?!) I cried whenever I get a scoldin frm my dad...my dad was a fierce person...I remembered how dulu kecik2 takut bila nak kena pukul...slalu me n sis will hide watever stuff yg can be used as a rotan...bila ingat balik tu...padan muka sendirik!! I cried whenever my heart was shattered...shattered as in break-uplah...which ever party yg minta break-up pun tetap pompuan akan menangis punya...maklumlah pompuan ni kan 'sentimentel'...bukannyer slalulah but whenever it happened hati tu very de broken babe...tapi tu semua nangis yg tak dalam sangatlah...

But de things that made or can make me cry are, first when I left my family house to go to my own house... Nangis rabak betul...pulak tu malam lepas sanding ard 12 plus angkut barang2 pegi rumah baru...mana tak nangis...sampai malam tido pun masih nangis2...second was when I'm in labour n thinkin abt my mother-in-law who juz passed away at that point of time. Eventhou she was my mother-in-law for abt 2 yrs only but it affected me badly...In de labour wad, I kept askin questions to myself...n third whenever I see babies or children that are physically handicapped...Be it on the papers or on tv...mesti nangis punya...juz like yesterday when I watched Tabah on Suria...it featured a mother who has a physically handicapped child yang paralyse...Wat made me cried even badly was when de mother said de boy was borned healthy...n it made me think abt my kids...wat if...I'm not de type yg bila fikir such things aje...touch woodlah...or better not think abt it...but wat if it really happen to my own kid? Will I be able to accept it? But wat touched me de most was when she advised to those who have special child like her, not to regret having them as your child and never ever feel burden by having them...aaaauuuuwwww....

Hei...hei...hei...

Yes its confirm...hei sushi is halal...so wer else do we go to celebrate this special occasion if not to hei sushi...my hubby is one big happy man...eversince we got married n started our factory production, I banned him frm buyin sushi in Singapore...so whenever he feels like sushing...we will juz eat JB sushi king...those who know my hubby will know that he is a sushi freak!!! His craving is worst than a preggy woman...He loves sashimi aka uncooked salmon...together wif my lil cool...they can even fight over it...as for me I juz like somethin that has de terriyaki sauce in it n also my red flaming idako aka small octopus...de last holiday, we drove to Bangsar to eat Sakae Sushi...maklumlah kat Singapore nak masuk pun tak bole...yes I know some might say that ngengadanya,sushi kan ikan...bukan ngengada...tapi makanan tak halal kalau ada bakar ayam ke daging ke babi ke in de same kitchen tu ada susah sikit cek nak makan...lagi pun apa yg di makan tu kan akan jadi sebahagian dari daging kita(kan dah masuk bab2 agama pulak). Sakae Sushi Malaysia served meat...so mestilah sini punya serve jugakkan...lagi2 kalau ada teppanyaki...anyway hubby really enjoyed himself power to de max(like wat lil cool like to say)...same goes wif my lil cool...makan salmon cicah his favourite sauce...kicap soya...but then again theres not much variety at Hei Sushi...so makan tak berapa puaslah and also mahal sikitlah...but then again hubby tak kisah kata dia...jadi apa lagi...hei...hei...hei...gilah makan kat hei sushi...hubby nak gi lagi next mth...

p/s: ada sesiapa nak gi tgk P.Ramlee de musical?